It’s not always easy to talk to people, let alone the world
about having a mental disorder. I have been called crazy, and other nasty names
by people who used my mental disorder against me. I have dated people who could
not understand why I act out in such ways. My adopted mother, never understood
why I had such a hard time standing in front of a crowd.
One night, I just decided to get on Facebook,
and share with the world what I was going through. I got messages telling me
that what I was doing was so brave. I was able to connect with others who
admitted to me that they to dealt with a mental disorder. I was so happy to know
that there were other who also dealt with the same thing. This helps take some
of the pain out my life. I have an interesting support system. I was able to connect
with a young woman who had bi-polar disorder, and whenever I have any problems I
was able to connect with her. It made me happy that I had someone that I could
understand what it is like to walk around with a mental disorder.
There are times that I get called, “crazy”, and people try to
shame for being open and honest. But I believe that if you can live in your truth
there is no one who can call you out about something that you have already
admitted to. And at times it hurts when people use my mental disorder to define
me. But I put those emotions aside and look for ways that I can approve myself.
In other words, I disregard the hate that I get when it comes to someone
shaming me. What they fail to realize is that they can end up in a depression
or develop some type of mental disorder. And I have had experiences where people
who shamed me called me and apologize about how they treated me. I understood,
and I forgave them.’ Leave any comments (good or bad), and experiences. Remember
that this is a safe space for us to heal together!
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